right before a new beginning
well… i'm officially starting to get nervous. i turned in my resignation last monday (the 3rd), and they gave me a week off because i was upset about a few things, and they felt that i would make a rash decision. well, my mind is still, if NOT MORE, leaning towards leaving. but, it will be a great thing, because i never finished my undergrad, and now i will go back to school to finish it. crazy, huh? yeah, when i graduate, i'll be 26 or 27. scary…
anyways, the sad thing to me is that i have had NO desire at all this week to go back to alex city. is that sad? yeah, well, it is to me. i love the kids and all there, but the administration is what is driving me nuts. but, i guess that's ok. i'll be making a decision that will still be good in the end. but, i am nervous, just because i have to have the dreaded meetings this week with SPR and youth board and all to get things rolling. i just hope that they don't become vicious and ruin me by the time it's all over… hope not. don't think it will happen, but you just never know…
so, i'm chillin' at my family's house, dreading to pack to go back and put everything final. man, why does life always have to be so hard??? on a happy note, i am very excited about going to school… that's scary too.
